February 2012
alright, goodbye. I’m sorry to everyone I’ve hurt
Anonymous asked: i'm not saying cutting is necessarily a healthy thing to do, but my girlfriend does it and she has lied to me about it before. I didn't give her shit about it because it's her body and her choice. just like it's your body and your choice. you should be obligated to tell anyone about it.
Anonymous asked: keep telling yourself its fine. see what improves. oh, nothing will cause you're lying to yourself about your own happiness. i'm sorry you go through this shit.
Anonymous asked: you deserve every fucking reason as to why someone would love you because YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED. TRUE FUCKING LOVE. YOU DESERVE SO MUCH. i'm sick of seeing you hurt
Anonymous asked: Well as much as this bugs me Chris is unfortunately mistaken here. Its not your fault. its basic psychology and small group communnications material. Something one said may set somebody off but its their fault they lost their cool not yours.
Anonymous asked: Sarah, Its not your fault for how somebody reacted. Each person is responsible for their own actions. the anons sending Chris that hate are the senders fault not yours. . I understand that you think this is your fault but i was just wanted to mention that it really isn't. people are just rude and mean sometimes because of their own stupidity.
Anonymous asked: When you ask someone "why do you love me" the LAST response they should say is, "I shouldn't have to explain". That is just utter bullshit. They should want to explain every little detail that they adore and cherish about you. That is what they should do because that is what love does, it makes you want to profess your fondness to the person when they ask. Love is a...
oh and don’t forget i’m such shit to chris please please please don’t forget how fucking SHITTY of a person I am please always remember that i’m a fucking horrible girlfriend and i don’t deserve any form of love at all.
THAT NIGHT I CUT MYSELF I LIED TO CHRIS AND SAID I DIDN’T BECAUSE I KNEW HE WOULD BE UPSET AND WHEN I FINALLY TOLD HIM THAT’S WHEN EVERYTHING WENT DOWN BUT BECAUSE I LIED I GUESS THAT JUSTIFIES WHAT HE DID AND BECAUSE I DIDN’T TELL EVERYONE ‘THE WHOLE FUCKING STORY’ HERE ON TUMBLR I’M A SHIT PERSON AND IT’S MY FAULT FOR THE HATE HE IS GETTING. YES IT IS MY...
Anonymous asked: Massholes don't give up, chin up pretty girl.... please /:
Anonymous asked: don't go, please? :(
Do you remember when I asked you why you loved me and you got upset and said you shouldn’t have to ‘explain yourself’ and that I should just trust you?
I’ve always felt worthless.
Right now I just want someone to lay with me and tell me stories and make me feel worth it and maybe even play with my hair.
I’m letting my queue run out, but I’m done
I might just delete my tumblr, and delete my life. Delete myself. I don’t want to be here anymore.
I’m done. absolutely done
Anonymous asked: Trust me. =)
Anonymous asked: Trust me, I've never seen your face, but I've seen your posts. I can tell you're a beautiful person.
Anonymous asked: Don't give up, someone out thinks you're beautiful...
I’m sick of being the bad guy. If I’m so shitty and do so many things wrong go find someone else. I’m so done with everything.
I want someone to actually appreciate me and then love me wholeheartedly.
