I want to know your plans

THAT NIGHT I CUT MYSELF I LIED TO CHRIS AND SAID I DIDN’T BECAUSE I KNEW HE WOULD BE UPSET AND WHEN I FINALLY TOLD HIM THAT’S WHEN EVERYTHING WENT DOWN BUT BECAUSE I LIED I GUESS THAT JUSTIFIES WHAT HE DID AND BECAUSE I DIDN’T TELL EVERYONE ‘THE WHOLE FUCKING STORY’ HERE ON TUMBLR I’M A SHIT PERSON AND IT’S MY FAULT FOR THE HATE HE IS GETTING. YES IT IS MY FAULT. I’M DELETING MY TUMBLR. I CANT EVEN EXPRESS OR VENT BECAUSE IT’S MY FAULT MY FAULT MY FAULT I’M SUPPOSED TO GO ON AND PRETEND THIS SHIT NEVER HAPPENED BECAUSE GOD FORBID PEOPLE OUT OF MY CONTROL LEAVE CHRIS HATE. I’M SORRY THAT I CAN’T CONTROL PEOPLE AND I VENT ON MY BLOG. BUT I’M DELETING IT. hope everyone is fucking happy.